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fiction
02:39
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let me know if this makes sense
blue flowers through a torn fence
cos i can't tell if it's still true
that strange little story i wrote
about me and you
fiction is my favourite kind
of making sure i never find out
what i've been missing
since we haven't been kissing
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2. |
THE DARE
02:38
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the dare walks all night on the wall
who saw, who cares?
why try to talk any more
the flesh dress you always thought you wore
is crawling towards the door
every ridge of your spine was a foothold i climbed
and i'm sorry so sorry still sorry i'm sorry i -
thought you were dead when you thought you were mine
just don't try me why try me i'm dying don't try me i -
thought you were dead when you thought you were mine
and every ridge of your spine was a foothold i climbed
the dare asks me what i'm waiting for
unlock the ribcage and see what's in store
into the dark is the same as the light
the way to the bright is to go through the night
into the dark is the same as the light..
into the bright is the same as the night..
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lovesong
01:32
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i wrote you a love song
but then i changed my mind
the words wouldn't come out right
no matter what i did or how hard i tried
so i'll sing instead
why don't you call me sometime?
cos i love it when you talk to me
why don't you come over some sunday
i don't have any plans as long as you're free
so wont you come around and see me?
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4. |
next time
04:20
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my brain's always buzzing about
you know i know that can be hard to be around
but i think that I'll figure it out
and you don't have to stay
but if i get my way i'll make you proud
maybe in the long run i don't
mind they did me so wrong
cos i'm ready for the next time
there wont be a next time
you get convinced you're dying
me i don't care if i do
but i'd work on that for you
so it looks like i'm taking the long way round
to letting things go - i miss the control but
all things considered i don't think i want to know
too late i took the bait and blamed me
but that never made me want to save me
so i'm holding out my hopes
giving up all my ghosts
And maybe in the long run i don't
mind they did me so wrong
cos i'm ready for the next time
there wont be a next time
maybe in the short term i can live
although i can't learn that he's never
gonna give me a good reason to forgive him
you always swear that you're dying
me i never cared if i do
but i'm working on that for you
for you
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5. |
with somebody
02:22
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no i've never been one for the parties
a couple drinks can take me out
but if you ever wanna dance with somebody
i'll be around
i'll be around
yes i know someone else left you lonely
wont you work that all out on me
but if you ever wanna dance with somebody
babe just call on me
cos i've got nothing to do if i'm not with you
i've got no one to see if it's not you and me
i've got nowhere to go without you
babe won't you show me what we could be
i know you don't want someone to love but
maybe we could be strangers who sometimes touch
cos i've got nothing to do if i'm not with you
i've got no one to see if it's not you and me
i've got nowhere to go without you
babe won't you show me what we could be
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6. |
entirely
02:08
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i dreamed that i was with you
in a place we must have been
i thought that i'd forgotten
but i guess i never will
but i won't ask a useless question
like - do you ever think of me?
because if i were you
i'd forget me entirely
So i, i grew up i got cold
and tired
but if i ever saw you in real life
i think i'd catch fire
but i won't ask a painful question
like - do you know what you did to me?
because if i were you
i'd forget me entirely
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7. |
Jessie says
03:00
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one of these days
some of this is gonna have to burn down
so we can see through to the other side
hey maybe we could get out
and the way he looked at me hurt my head
and I wondered if he wanted me gone
half as much as i'd wanted him dead
Jessie says when i get older i will mellow out
though Jessie's almost always right
i don't know why but just this time
i can't see that coming around
maybe unrelatedly i'm
sorry that i said you'd let me down
why do i lay the blame
so far away when i set the stage?
abandoning myself first every time
and all the ways i fucked up in the name of being kind
watching you walk out the door pretending i was fine
bypassing most of the pain all my life
and the way he looks at me hurts my head
and i wonder if i want him gone half as much as
he used to want me dead
Jessie says when i get older even if i have my doubts
i'll look back once all this is over and i'll get it figured out
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8. |
stations approach
01:46
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the last time i was here i didn't love who i was with
the last time i saw him he didn't care about what we did
and when i grow up i'm going to be nothing like
those ones you loved and who you left behind
just don't go i need you
stay for one or one hundred more nights
cuz i'm like a child sometimes
thinking love can save my life
well maybe next time
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